Saturday, February 23, 2008

Jealous . . . maybe

So my husband is sitting next to me reading the back through the archives of an old friend's blog that he stumbled upon today. And he is laughing a lot. And I am a little jealous. Do I make him laugh? Hopefully. Does he care about my everyday thoughts as much? Yes, he does. Does he check my blog regularly and follow it? No, but only because I haven't posted since November. Oh, my bad. :0) No promises on fixing that though. Maybe, we shall see.

I think I am starting to adjust to my new life. It's been a lot slower process than I thought. I started classes and so the nights fill up with homework, laundry, class, and the like. The next few weekends are busy with birthdays, weddings, showers and even a play at the Academy. Maybe April will be slower. Even with all the busyness I still feel like I am not being as good of a friend as I can or should be. I haven't figured out how to fit my old life (school friends, ultimate, etc) into my new life as a working wife. Thank you, to those of you who have called me and been persistent. I am very grateful, you have meant a lot to me.

I love being married. I get to wake up next to my best friend every day! Now, this makes it even harder to get out of bed because not only is it warm under the covers, I have strong arms around me too. He makes me laugh, and even makes me dinner when I come home late after class. We argue sometimes, but thats life and I know that he will always hug me and hold me and we will work things out. I never worry about 'us'. I can cry about stupid things and he will just wipe away my tears. My cooking repertoire has expanded. We are serious together, we are goofy together. We hang out, doing nothing yet it is everything. I love every moment with him and I hope that I will never let him down. I know this sounds cheesy, but it's all true. Jeremy makes me a better woman.

I love him.

And since we are watching Forrest Gump . . .

That's all I have to say about that.

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